August 14, 2007

my little lilemus :)


i have a dream - o wait wrong speech...

i have a friend... this girl, this woman, this soul-mate - is a woman like no other i have ever met...in the short time we have known each other, she has saved me from all that i have encountered - including myself...

she so so strong and independant - she comes from the other side of the world and she lives in the middle of this big bad city - she gets herself up out of bed every morning and home at all hours of the night... she studies at univeristy and works her butt off in a crazy job, all the while speaking a language that not her native tounge... she has more brains then all of our friends (including myself) put together - allthough she is lacking a little in the brawns department (she cant help it, its hereditary...) and she is drop dead gorgeous to top it all off!!

she does the typical best friend thing, stops you d'n'd-ing - drink'n'dialling, she holds your hair back while you throw up that last tequila shot, and everything else you had that day... she holds slaps you silly when you need it and she holds you close when you need it more... she know's when to call, and when not to message :P she know's when you need to go shopping, and when you just need a movie and thai at home... she know's me unlike i know myself...

she has been there for me, especially in the last three months - when i have lost faith in me... she has dropped everything, and come over when iv called... she has slept over on fridays and saturdays and tuesdays and mondays and whatever other day of the week i needed her, just so i didnt have to be alone... she has cried with me and laughed with me over bottles of wine, boxes of tissues and boats with michael buble in kbilli harbour at 3am (long-drunken story...) this little pocket fiary of mine - has physically goten me up out of bed and kicked my butt out the door some days - whatever it took to keep me going - she did it with bells on...

but when it comes to her... she is weak... when it comes to her- i try as hard as i can, to be her pillar of strength... i try to be there when she needs me, to be there if she falls, so that if i cant catch her, i can at least help her break the fall... when it comes to my lilemus, she is like all women, believes blindly in her friends, yet believes nothing of herself... if i cud, i would wrap her up in my arms so tight and take all the pain and heartbreak out of her little body forever, so that she had nothing but love and happiness and contentment for the rest of her long healthy life... i wish for her, what she has brought for me... joy, delight, blinding faith, happiness, laughter, life, and above all - love... i wish for her more then anything that she will love herself, as much as i do...

I know that wherever i am in this life, that when it hurts to look back, and im scared to look ahead, that i can look beside, and lilemus will be there...

xx

2 comments:

Chelsea + Shiloh said...

Baby...g/f's are priceless...i have one just like you describe called ric...and yes shes done all that for me and more, esp. d & d...x

Unknown said...

Hi Dani, I am Tine´s mum and she gave med the link for your page. I must say that I am so proud of my daughter after reading your blog about her, it warms my heart to read that my daughter is such a good friend and I am glad that she has a friend like you beside her. Please tell her that we love her to bits and can´t wait to see her in February. Maybe we will meet your too.

Love from Hanne, Tines mum in Denmark