another few weeks have passed... and im like o shit where the hell did they go? tomoro is thursday and then it will b the weekend and holly shit then the 1st week of nov is over.. i remember may like it was yesterday *sigh*
sittin at home listing to these 'memory' and 'leting go' songs are NOT helping... self inflicted pain...
this feelin my stomach is not subsiding... unfortunately its geting stronger... i feel like im going to burst with excitement and im still a few weeks of yet.. well 10 til i go, 11 til london.... speaking of 10 weeks - slight change of plans for thailand... the woman i love, cherish, admire and fight with the most in the world( :P) ie my mother - is coming to thailand with me... i dont really no how to put into words how i feel... excitement, ecstatic happiness, glee, bliss - nothing seems to to really cut it... i cant believe she is coming... im embarking on the adventure of a lifetime and she will be there for the start of it... its just unbelievable... im going to thailand with my mumma :D its going to be the best and most special thing we have ever done together! its going to be something that we can both hold onto for the rest of our lives that just belongs to us! no one can taint it - thailand belongs to me and my mum!
mmm tafe tafe tafe iv only got just over a week to go... i dont know how the hell i did it.. i remember when i felt like i was crashing and burning from the weight of assessments and work never ending study and without even realising it - with just going through the motions, geting up every day, going to work tafe home sleeping and doing it over and over its happened - iv gotten to the other side (almost) and god i can tell u it feels FUCKING AMAZING :D im not counting my chickens yet... i know iv stil got 5 assessments 2 kick over til im done but god thats nothing - my fingertips are on that certificate!!
mmm my girl missy has just come onto my ipod... aaaah old memories...
well i think thats enough crapping on for one day.. iv gota hit the books.... ill leave u with a little something from the queen herself...
your warm whispers, out the dark they carry my heart
your warm whispers, into the dawn they carry me through
and im weeping warm honey and milk, that you stay surrounding me
your warm whispers, letting me drown in a pool in you
your warm whispers, keeping the noise from breaking through
and im weeping warm honey and milk, that you stay surrounding me...
im holding on xx
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