another few weeks have passed... and
im like o shit where the hell did they go?
tomoro is
thursday and then it will b the weekend and holly shit then the 1st week of
nov is over.. i remember may like it was yesterday *sigh*
sittin at home listing to these 'memory' and '
leting go' songs are NOT helping... self inflicted pain...
this
feelin my stomach is not subsiding...
unfortunately its
geting stronger... i feel like
im going to burst with
excitement and
im still a few weeks of yet.. well 10 til i go, 11 til
london.... speaking of 10 weeks - slight change of plans for
thailand... the woman i love, cherish, admire and fight with the most in the world( :P)
ie my mother - is coming to
thailand with
me... i
dont really no how to put into words how i feel...
excitement,
ecstatic happiness, glee, bliss - nothing seems to to really cut it... i cant believe she is coming...
im embarking on the adventure of a lifetime and she will be there for the start of it... its just unbelievable...
im going to
thailand with my
mumma :D its going to be the best and most special thing we have ever done together! its going to be something that we can both hold onto for the rest of our lives that just belongs to us!
no one can taint it -
thailand belongs to me and my mum!
mmm tafe tafe tafe iv only got just over a week to go... i
dont know how the hell i did it.. i remember when i felt like i was crashing and burning from the weight of assessments and work never ending study and without even realising it - with just going through the motions,
geting up every day, going to work
tafe home sleeping and doing it over and over its happened - iv
gotten to the other side (almost) and god i can tell u it feels FUCKING AMAZING :D
im not counting my chickens yet... i know iv
stil got 5 assessments 2 kick over til
im done but god
thats nothing - my fingertips are on that certificate!!
mmm my girl
missy has just come onto my
ipod...
aaaah old memories...
well i think
thats enough crapping on for one day.. iv
gota hit the books.... ill leave u with a little something from the queen herself...
your warm whispers, out the dark they carry my heart
your warm whispers, into the dawn they carry me through
and
im weeping warm honey and milk, that you stay
surrounding me
your warm whispers,
letting me drown in a pool in you
your warm whispers, keeping the noise from breaking through
and
im weeping warm honey and milk, that you stay
surrounding me...
im holding on xx
